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23) Conformity Part Two
The Stanford Prison Experiment, conducted by Philip Zimbardo in 1971, showcased the impact of perceived authority on human behavior in a simulated prison environment. Initially planned for two weeks, it ended after six days due to distress among participants, revealing how power and helplessness can drastically alter individuals’ actions and psyche. Continue reading
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Toxicity Toolkit – Holiday Preparation
The content outlines a 14-day toolkit for preparing for a non-toxic Thanksgiving, focusing on identifying toxic behaviors from past gatherings and establishing ground rules. It encourages reflection, role-playing responses to problematic situations, and fostering a supportive network among attendees. The ultimate goal is to create a safe, enjoyable holiday experience for all. Continue reading
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3) My Cult of Origin
The author explores the concept of “normal” as defined by family upbringing and experiences, using The Cult of the Ego to detail their childhood in a Colorado family shaped by strong patriarchal figures and specific behavioral expectations. The narrative highlights the impact of familial dynamics, traditions, and the importance of mentorship, alongside elements of affection,… Continue reading
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Survivor Literacy
Survivor Literacy I’ve really struggled, since the inception of this blog, to find an adequate umbrella title. I didn’t want it to be disjointed, or all over the place. I wanted to clearly document the medical journey of an outcast. That alone, is an overwhelmingly large topic. But it’s not alone. My medical journey is Continue reading
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Daily Prompt – 12/22/25
Daily Prompt – Are you a Good Judge of Character? Every question is a loaded question when you carry this much trauma. I can be an extremely good judge of character. My neurospicy pattern recognition enables me to see red flags that others dismiss. I’m finely tuned to detect injustice, and the espousal of ideologies Continue reading
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Forgiveness
Forgiveness Of course I can forgive you. I can even understand why you did the things you did, and why you said the things you said. I can hold space for your feelings, insecurities, and vulnerability. How could I understand all of that and not forgive you? But that doesn’t mean I can trust you. Continue reading
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2) The Cult of the Ego – Revisited
The Cult of the Ego examines how power dynamics shape individual behavior and societal structures, enabling a bodied understanding through the examination of dynamics of the interactions among children on a playground. The author reflects on personal experiences within mini cults of family and social hierarchies, urging self-examination regarding compliance and the reinforcement of power… Continue reading
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Daily Prompt – 12/21/25
Dailly Prompt – “When are you most happy?” Happiness and authenticity are synonymous for me. Without authenticity, happiness is only feigned anyway, but for me every moment of true happiness has been because I’m living in alignment with my beliefs. True bliss comes from encouraging others to be authentic as well. It’s sad that it Continue reading
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1) Stronger Than My Collagen
The author, a 45-year-old disabled individual, shares personal experiences and revelations from navigating life with rare disorders. They aim to explore themes of intersectionality, trauma, and societal issues through writing. Committed to giving voice to the silenced, the author emphasizes the importance of sharing stories and addressing triggering topics candidly. Continue reading
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When an airplane drops fuel to lighten the load, where does that fuel go?
When an airplane drops fuel to lighten the load, where does that fuel go? I asked Copilot. Here’s the short, clear version, Protyus — and it’s one of those aviation facts that sounds counterintuitive until you see the physics behind it. ✈️ What actually happens to dumped jet fuel? 🌬️ Most of it never reaches Continue reading
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Beneficial Negativity
Beneficial Negativity My character is a natural mixture of postmodern and critical theories through the lens of repeated trauma. I have to admit it’s a very specific lens for viewing the world, but I can’t not see what I see. Also, as many of my fellow autistics can attest, neurotypicals not seeing the patterns I Continue reading
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It’s All Sales – So Special It’s Killing Us
It’s All Sales – So Special It’s Killing Us Humans Specialized A long time ago, in lands far away and also right here, everybody did everything. Everyone participated in hunting, gathering, building shelter, watching children, gathering water, and the cultural activities of daily living that enabled our survival. Some people are better at some things. Continue reading
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Raise Your Voice – Just Not Like That
Raise Your Voice – Just Not Like That As an activist there are some things you can ALWAYS count on. I invite you to present exceptions to the following. 1) Even though the work is the same somehow using the word “activist” will start a fight, whereas “advocates” will occasionally be heard. It’s not only Continue reading
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Look for the Helpers
Daily Prompt 12.10.25 “What is something others do that sparks your admiration?” Look for the Helpers The single trait that will always elicit my respect and admiration is the urge to help. When things in life go awry, there are a lot of different responses. I’ve found myself dumbfounded time and time again at how Continue reading
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City of Loveland Lies Exposed
City of Loveland Lies Exposed View PRLog Published Press Release City of Loveland Lies Exposed: Audio Release Provides Transparency FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE Loveland, CO — December 3, 2025 Loveland’s unhoused community and their advocates are demanding accountability and transparency from a city government that has repeatedly hidden behind contradictions, misinformation, and closed-door decision-making. Recent audio recordings Continue reading
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