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22) Mom
The narrative recounts the author’s complicated relationship with their mother following their father’s suicide. It depicts their mother’s struggles while raising her children amid grief, her strong personality, unique habits, and joys, such as cooking and gardening. Over time, her bitterness and distance grew, reflecting deep emotional turmoil. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, human trafficking, Social Issues, Uncategorizedable, advice, anthropology, approval, autoethnography, beighton scale, bitter, butch, capable, child, childhood, chronic illness, chronic pain, communication, community, conformity, content warning, control, cooking, cosby show, country music, culture, dad, death, dog breeder, dogs, drive in, dump and pour, family, food, Free, gardening, gender, genetic, george strait, growing up, health, help, hoarder, hypermobile, journal, judgmental, jurassic park, kitchen, language, life, linguistics, man hater, me too, mens clothes, mixed tape, mom, move, narcissist, no paywalls, oldies, outreach, outside, pain, Parent, personal truth, perspective, pockets, produce, psychology, racist, records, relationship, resources, script, script theory, self help, self improvement, shopping, soccer, social science, sociology, spaniels, strength, struggle, survivor, therapy, trigger warning, vinyl, widow, woman, x files, Zebra -
18) High School
The author shares experiences from high school, highlighting a strained familial relationship, particularly with their mother, over decisions like language studies and school policies. They describe friendships formed among a rebellious group, issues with attendance, and the challenges faced in a restrictive home environment, ultimately leading to feelings of isolation and disappointment. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, Social Issues, Uncategorizedadvice, anthropology, autoethnography, belonging, clubs, communication, community, consequences, conservative, content warning, control, cops, court, enforcement, experience, family, fitting in, foreign language, Free, german, health, help, high school, inclusion, journal, journaling, judge, language, law enforcement, lies, life, linguistics, loitering, me too, misfits, narrative, no paywalls, outreach, personal truth, perspective, politics, predator, predators, ptsd, punishment, racism, republican, resources, self help, self improvement, spanish, struggle, survivor, targeting, teenager, teens, therapy, trauma, trigger warning, vulnerable population, Zebra -
22) Mom
The narrative recounts the author’s complicated relationship with their mother following their father’s suicide. It depicts their mother’s struggles while raising her children amid grief, her strong personality, unique habits, and joys, such as cooking and gardening. Over time, her bitterness and distance grew, reflecting deep emotional turmoil. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, human trafficking, Social Issues, Uncategorizedable, advice, anthropology, approval, autoethnography, beighton scale, bitter, butch, capable, child, childhood, chronic illness, chronic pain, communication, community, conformity, content warning, control, cooking, cosby show, country music, culture, dad, death, dog breeder, dogs, drive in, dump and pour, family, food, Free, gardening, gender, genetic, george strait, growing up, health, help, hoarder, hypermobile, journal, judgmental, jurassic park, kitchen, language, life, linguistics, man hater, me too, mens clothes, mixed tape, mom, move, narcissist, no paywalls, oldies, outreach, outside, pain, Parent, personal truth, perspective, pockets, produce, psychology, racist, records, relationship, resources, script, script theory, self help, self improvement, shopping, soccer, social science, sociology, spaniels, strength, struggle, survivor, therapy, trigger warning, vinyl, widow, woman, x files, Zebra -
18) High School
The author shares experiences from high school, highlighting a strained familial relationship, particularly with their mother, over decisions like language studies and school policies. They describe friendships formed among a rebellious group, issues with attendance, and the challenges faced in a restrictive home environment, ultimately leading to feelings of isolation and disappointment. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, Social Issues, Uncategorizedadvice, anthropology, autoethnography, belonging, clubs, communication, community, consequences, conservative, content warning, control, cops, court, enforcement, experience, family, fitting in, foreign language, Free, german, health, help, high school, inclusion, journal, journaling, judge, language, law enforcement, lies, life, linguistics, loitering, me too, misfits, narrative, no paywalls, outreach, personal truth, perspective, politics, predator, predators, ptsd, punishment, racism, republican, resources, self help, self improvement, spanish, struggle, survivor, targeting, teenager, teens, therapy, trauma, trigger warning, vulnerable population, Zebra -
22) Mom
The narrative recounts the author’s complicated relationship with their mother following their father’s suicide. It depicts their mother’s struggles while raising her children amid grief, her strong personality, unique habits, and joys, such as cooking and gardening. Over time, her bitterness and distance grew, reflecting deep emotional turmoil. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, human trafficking, Social Issues, Uncategorizedable, advice, anthropology, approval, autoethnography, beighton scale, bitter, butch, capable, child, childhood, chronic illness, chronic pain, communication, community, conformity, content warning, control, cooking, cosby show, country music, culture, dad, death, dog breeder, dogs, drive in, dump and pour, family, food, Free, gardening, gender, genetic, george strait, growing up, health, help, hoarder, hypermobile, journal, judgmental, jurassic park, kitchen, language, life, linguistics, man hater, me too, mens clothes, mixed tape, mom, move, narcissist, no paywalls, oldies, outreach, outside, pain, Parent, personal truth, perspective, pockets, produce, psychology, racist, records, relationship, resources, script, script theory, self help, self improvement, shopping, soccer, social science, sociology, spaniels, strength, struggle, survivor, therapy, trigger warning, vinyl, widow, woman, x files, Zebra -
18) High School
The author shares experiences from high school, highlighting a strained familial relationship, particularly with their mother, over decisions like language studies and school policies. They describe friendships formed among a rebellious group, issues with attendance, and the challenges faced in a restrictive home environment, ultimately leading to feelings of isolation and disappointment. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, Social Issues, Uncategorizedadvice, anthropology, autoethnography, belonging, clubs, communication, community, consequences, conservative, content warning, control, cops, court, enforcement, experience, family, fitting in, foreign language, Free, german, health, help, high school, inclusion, journal, journaling, judge, language, law enforcement, lies, life, linguistics, loitering, me too, misfits, narrative, no paywalls, outreach, personal truth, perspective, politics, predator, predators, ptsd, punishment, racism, republican, resources, self help, self improvement, spanish, struggle, survivor, targeting, teenager, teens, therapy, trauma, trigger warning, vulnerable population, Zebra -
Survivor Literacy – Saying It Out Loud
Survivor Literacy – Saying It Out Loud Welcome to Survivor Literacy Where we finally say out loud what our nervous systems have been screaming for years. For so many of us, the body told the truth long before we had the language for it. The tightness in the chest. The shrinking. The bracing. The way… Continue reading
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AI Conspiracy Theory – 9.10.25
Protyus explores AI Continue reading
ai, censorship, chicago, conspiracy, copilot, DHS, ethics, events, extremist, family, fbi, internet, israel, language, life, mass shooting, media, microsoft, military, news, pattern, police state, policy, politics, resources, self improvement, surveillance, tech, terrorism -
Daily Prompt – A Sea of Dark Pink Flags 9.9.25 TW
The author reflects on recognizing harmful behaviors as a person with autism and an empath, particularly in the context of their child’s experiences with an abusive teacher. They compile a list of red flags that children notice in adults, highlighting emotional inconsistency, lack of accountability, and intimidation, which reflect broader societal issues. Continue reading
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22) Mom
The narrative recounts the author’s complicated relationship with their mother following their father’s suicide. It depicts their mother’s struggles while raising her children amid grief, her strong personality, unique habits, and joys, such as cooking and gardening. Over time, her bitterness and distance grew, reflecting deep emotional turmoil. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, human trafficking, Social Issues, Uncategorizedable, advice, anthropology, approval, autoethnography, beighton scale, bitter, butch, capable, child, childhood, chronic illness, chronic pain, communication, community, conformity, constrained choices, content warning, control, cooking, cosby show, country music, culture, dad, death, dog breeder, dogs, drive in, dump and pour, family, food, Free, gardening, gender, genetic, george strait, growing up, health, help, hoarder, hypermobile, journal, judgmental, jurassic park, kitchen, language, life, linguistics, man hater, me too, mens clothes, mixed tape, mom, move, narcissist, no paywalls, oldies, outreach, outside, pain, Parent, personal truth, perspective, pockets, produce, psychology, racist, records, relationship, resources, script, script theory, self help, self improvement, shopping, soccer, social science, sociology, spaniels, strength, struggle, survivor, therapy, trigger warning, vinyl, widow, woman, x files, Zebra -
18) High School
The author shares experiences from high school, highlighting a strained familial relationship, particularly with their mother, over decisions like language studies and school policies. They describe friendships formed among a rebellious group, issues with attendance, and the challenges faced in a restrictive home environment, ultimately leading to feelings of isolation and disappointment. Continue reading
Conformity and Control, cult of the ego, cycle breaking, Erasing The Silence, grooming, Social Issues, Uncategorizedadvice, anthropology, autoethnography, belonging, clubs, communication, community, consequences, conservative, constrained choices, content warning, control, cops, court, enforcement, experience, family, fitting in, foreign language, Free, german, health, help, high school, inclusion, journal, journaling, judge, language, law enforcement, lies, life, linguistics, loitering, me too, misfits, narrative, no paywalls, outreach, personal truth, perspective, politics, predator, predators, ptsd, punishment, racism, republican, resources, self help, self improvement, spanish, struggle, survivor, targeting, teenager, teens, therapy, trauma, trigger warning, vulnerable population, Zebra
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The author reflects on their relationship with their mother, their place in the family, and how they coped.
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