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5) I Wanna Play
The post “I Wanna Play” by Protyus A. Gendher reflects on the author’s experiences with isolation and societal exclusion throughout childhood and adulthood. Through evocative poetry, the author expresses longing for acceptance and understanding while critiquing the arbitrary social rules that dictate belonging. Ultimately, they seek to redefine the game rather than conform to it. Continue reading
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25) My Gender
Protyus A. Gendher’s poem “My Gender” explores the complexities of gender identity through vivid imagery and personal experiences. It reflects on themes of personal struggle, societal expectations, and emotional growth. Gendher illustrates gender as a multifaceted journey filled with chaos, joy, trauma, and resilience, emphasizing self-acceptance and individuality. Continue reading
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24) It’s Ok
The content explores the complexities of grief through a reflective lens. It emphasizes that it’s acceptable to experience various emotions during mourning, highlighting the notion that one can feel both okay and not okay simultaneously. The author encourages self-acceptance and underscores the importance of personal healing journeys. Continue reading
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Behind the Scenes with Protyus A. Gendher
Protyus A. Gendher reflects on the challenges of healing and the emotional toll of past criticisms on their creative work. While grappling with self-doubt and invasive thoughts, Gendher re-evaluates these critiques, realizing they stem from others’ discomfort rather than true flaws in their artistry. Healing involves embracing vulnerability and authenticity. Continue reading
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Diagnostic Poetry: The Revelation of the Metaphor
Metaphor functions as a vital diagnostic tool in survivor narratives, transitioning from mere embellishment to essential data. It captures complex emotional truths, helping individuals articulate their experiences. By understanding and analyzing these metaphors, survivors can gain insights into their conditions, power dynamics, and pathways to healing, ultimately fostering greater “survivor literacy.” Continue reading
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Letter to an Unlikely Helper
Letter to an Unlikely Helper Now that some time has passed, I want to take a moment to truly offer thanks. If I hadn’t been handed that simple phrase — “Let Them” — I might never have realized how deeply I was drowning and how desperately I needed change. The crisis it triggered ended up… Continue reading
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It’s Messy – A Survivor Song Cycle
It’s Messy – A Survivor Song Cycle When I woke up this morning I did not expect to be releasing my debut album today. Sometimes, life is just magic, and wonderful, and unstoppable. I’d been seeing the ads for Suno on Facebook. Normally, I just assume that flashy new things are not for me. There’s… Continue reading
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Camp Hope – An Update – But Not Much Progress
Camp Hope – An Update – But Not Much Progress For those of you who might be new, WELCOME! and come on in. Camp hope emerged because Loveland failed to enact a long term solution before the only overnight shelter for the unhoused was yanked down without the involvement or the approval of City Council.… Continue reading
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Loveland Corruption – Bigger than Camp Hope 5
This post analyzes a pro-SSP statement using Critical Discourse Analysis, highlighting the rhetorical strategies and implications of the argument for Safe Needle Exchange Programs in Loveland. It outlines the benefits and counterarguments, emphasizing evidence-based practice for public health while critiquing opposing council members, ultimately urging community support for harm reduction initiatives. Continue reading
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Taking Time by Protyus A. Gendher
Taking Time by Protyus A. Gendher This was me just taking time To just reset and realign To put together what was leftOf everything I gave away of myself This was me deciding to heal The pieces of me that could still feel This was me taking time To open myself and see what I… Continue reading
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ABCs
This post emphasizes the importance of self-acceptance, bravery, character, diligence, and resilience through an alphabetical representation. Each letter highlights a virtue or concept, encouraging personal growth and meaningful engagement with the world. It conveys the journey of life, urging individuals to embrace challenges, learn from failures, and cultivate their passions. Continue reading
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Charlie Kirk was a Great Big Jerk
The post reflects on Charlie Kirk’s contribution to society. Continue reading
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Zebra Files 40) What Are The Odds?
The article explores the grim realities faced by those with rare conditions like EDS, highlighting the difficulty in obtaining diagnoses and treatment within the flawed American healthcare system. It emphasizes the societal isolation and pain endured by patients who struggle to be seen and heard, often dismissed by medical professionals. Continue reading
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Toxicity Toolkit – Gentle Reminders – 🙂
The post explores various emotions and challenges like embarrassment, FOMO, frustration, feeling overwhelmed, and self-doubt. It emphasizes the importance of self-awareness, acceptance, and managing feelings. The author encourages understanding others’ perspectives, being present, and recognizing one’s worth despite imperfections, ultimately promoting personal growth and connection with others. Continue reading
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I Was Magic
The poem “I Was Magic” by Protyus A. Gendher explores the dynamics of a relationship marked by jealousy and overshadowed individuality. The speaker reflects on how their partner initially admired their uniqueness but later demands to be the center of attention, leading to the speaker’s gradual loss of self-worth and sparkle. Continue reading
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