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The visit to Dr. Handjob revealed mixed news regarding health concerns. While he initially ruled out a CSF leak, he suggested other possible diagnoses: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, Cerebral Spinal Fluid Leak, and Multiple Sclerosis. Diagnostic tests will clarify the situation, leaving uncertainty about the outcomes but maintaining a sense of humor. Continue reading
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