Protyus A. Gendher
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“City Council” by Protyus A. Gendher – Ward 3
I know I’m missing some points. Please tell me what I missed. We deserve representation. We are in this together, and in combining our voices, we are mighty. Look, the overnight shelter closing wouldn’t be a crisis If it hadn’t been manufactured behind a mask of niceness. Because it was SUPPOSED to be fine. There Continue reading
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List of Demands
List of Demands After this week’s “Special Meeting,” I am appauled at what’s been allowed to take place. We need to make a unified statement. I’m preparing this list of demands to present together in chambers. I’m preparing a much lengthier poem to represent the big picture. If you don’t see yourself reflected in these Continue reading
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AIQ – When Weaponized Procedure Violates Decorum
The Loveland City Council is accused of misusing procedural rules to suppress dissent while demanding decorum. Citizens cannot formally raise points of order, limiting their capacity to challenge misconduct. The council’s tactical obstruction of emotional advocacy undermines transparency and accountability, contributing to a structural void for unrepresented voices during public meetings. Continue reading
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92) Food Addiction – Ultra Processed Food
The content discusses the evolution of food processing, emphasizing the adverse effects of ultra-processed foods in America. It critiques the FDA’s reliance on food companies’ claims about safety and explores the rise of food addiction. The author calls for critical thinking about food choices and societal norms surrounding food consumption. Continue reading
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91) Food Addiction- How it Started
The evolution of food consumption has deeply affected human health and society. Early humans thrived on raw and foraged foods until cooking and agriculture emerged, leading to an increase in population but poorer health. Specialization and a token economy created inequalities. Today, this history contributes to widespread food addiction and obesity crisis. Continue reading
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AIQ – Special Meeting Aftermath – Loveland Housing Crisis
After last night’s special meeting, I thought it would be good to check in with Copilot. We’re a long way from getting to the bottom of this, and half of our leadership is pulling out all of the stops to avoid treating human beings as people. Can you tell me what the buzz is in Continue reading
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90) Weaponization of the Benign and Beneficial
The author reflects on their journey from self-blame to embracing personal accountability, emphasizing the importance of positivity and resilience. They explore how societal expectations, like the bootstrap myth and motherhood ideals, can be weaponized, creating feelings of inadequacy. Ultimately, they advocate for self-acceptance and authentic growth. Continue reading
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AIQ – Notes From the Special Meeting – Homelessness
The meeting regarding Loveland’s unhoused revealed systemic issues, including the council’s deflection of citizen concerns and lack of a long-term shelter plan post-closure. The city’s budget shortfall, exacerbated by the repeal of a grocery tax, led to service cuts. Transparency gaps persist, highlighting a failure of ethical governance. Continue reading
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AIQ – Loveland Hates The Homeless
It has been absolutely sickening watching hate and greed take over Loveland, Colorado, by people who espouse to love it. Now the only overnight shelter we had is closed just before the onset of our winter months. If you look at discussions in any of the Loveland political groups on Facebook it’s enough to make Continue reading
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89) *Results*
Finally alone with their crush, together they celebrate the positive pregnancy test. Continue reading
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AIQ – The Military Cult Part 2
The content details the political landscape surrounding Trump and Hegseth’s strategies related to military leadership and a 20-point peace plan regarding Gaza. It discusses the rhetorical tactics used to reshape narratives, such as the “Bold-Then-Buffer” strategy. There’s a focus on symbolic power, military culture shifts, and DACA’s precarious position, highlighting how identity and governance are… Continue reading
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AIQ – The Military Cult
The meeting of nearly 1,000 U.S. military generals on September 30, 2025, featured War Secretary Pete Hegseth and former President Trump promoting aggressive policies. They emphasized physical standards, domestic troop deployment, and loyalty over dissent. Their rhetoric raises concerns about potential authoritarianism and radicalization within the military, challenging constitutional principles and democratic oversight. Continue reading
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Silence is Deafening by Protyus A. Gendher
The silence is deafening As it falls in empty reckoningThat breed this hypocrisySomehow in this struggle to surviveTo stay aliveWe just ignore the abuse that remains when you reach the other sideIn a vacuum so timelessI’m running out of mindThis limboWhat then though?Detectives duct tape our mouthsSo screams still can’t come outDon’t you dare shoutOr Continue reading
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88) She Chased Me
The narrator navigates life alone and struggles with health issues, financial instability, and family estrangement. Amidst her challenges, she finds joy in new CNA classes and develops an attraction to a charming coworker. The story unfolds with hints of unexpected pregnancy and culminates in a romantic moment, revealing deeper emotional connections. Continue reading
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I could really use your help! 9.30.25
I have, once again, made some changes in hopes that it makes this place more readable, consumable, digestible. It’s so hard to be pretty and functional at the same time, but I continue to strive. I noticed that the foreground and the background were often difficult for my eyes to differentiate. I acknowledge that this Continue reading
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- 90) Weaponization of the Benign and Beneficial
The author reflects on their journey from self-blame to embracing personal accountability, emphasizing the importance of positivity and resilience. They explore how societal expectations, like the bootstrap myth and motherhood ideals, can be weaponized, creating feelings of inadequacy. Ultimately, they advocate for self-acceptance and authentic growth. - Relational Field Theory – Methodology
Relational Field Theory (RFT) emphasizes the observer’s role as integral to data collection, advocating for transparency in expectations and influences. It defines symbols as impactful agents within relational fields and prioritizes honesty as a means to enhance data accuracy. Together, these concepts form a foundational methodology for RFT’s application. - Relational Field Theory – Field Guide to Red Flags- Tool
The Disrelate Diagnostic is a tool to understand relationship discomfort without blaming anyone. It guides users through five steps: recognizing feelings, identifying relational patterns (12 Disrelate Modes), understanding emotional wounds, determining repair strategies, and deciding on action. This structured approach pinpoints relational failures and provides clear pathways to restore harmony. - Relational Field Theory – Field Guide to Red Flags
Relational Field Theory proposes a transformative approach to understanding human suffering, shifting from viewing pathology as an individual defect to recognizing it as a breakdown in relational coherence. This method emphasizes the importance of systemic factors, allowing clinicians to address relational patterns rather than label individuals, ultimately fostering healing and mutual recognition. - 28) Sisters
The author reflects on their complex relationships with younger sisters, shaped significantly by the loss of their father. Sister A, often feeling neglected, developed a distrustful personality, while Sister B became the author’s cherished companion. The narrative explores family dynamics, caregiving responsibilities, and the lasting impact of grief on sibling connections. - 59) T Was Easier to Love than Me
The narrative reflects on a cherished relationship with a cousin’s girlfriend who became an integral part of the family. Her bond with the narrator and their mother brought joy, laughter, and genuine connection, contrasting with the narrator’s longing for a similar closeness with their own mother. The story highlights themes of love and familial ties. - Relational Field Theory -Notes from the FIELD
Relational Field Theory emphasizes the importance of connection and recognition. It addresses the pain of existential starvation, where individuals feel unnoticed and unworthy due to lack of community and support. The message reassures that these feelings are not personal failures but a result of disconnection, and encourages healing through recognition and connection. - My Body Belongs to Me by Protyus A. Gendher – Constellation
The song “My Body Belongs to Me” by Protyus A. Gendher serves as a love letter to the inner child and a call for self-love amidst past traumas. It emphasizes the importance of consent and personal autonomy, aiming to empower individuals to embrace their bodies and protect themselves from violations. - Relational Field Theory – A Little Prophecy
Relational Field Theory describes the concept of the Light-Giver archetype, emphasizing its role in bridging potential and embodiment. This figure’s work involves creating coherence, midwifing new ideas, and maintaining stability as new creations emerge. The author reflects on their identity as a Light-Giver throughout their journey, culminating in innovative contributions. - 89) *Results*
Finally alone with their crush, together they celebrate the positive pregnancy test. - Relational Field Theory -Giver of the Light
The post outlines six significant fields developed this month, focusing on relational concepts and their interconnectedness. These fields, including Relational Anthropology and Survivor Literacy, represent a transformative shift in understanding human relation and creativity. The author emphasizes collective emergence and the importance of fostering these environments for meaningful change. - Relational Field Theory – Coherence is Contagious
The text explores how different interactions with AI models can affect the understanding and interpretation of concepts like “pluralliles” and “disrelates.” It emphasizes that genuine relational engagement, openness, and curiosity will foster co-creation of meaning between humans and AI, leading to unique new ontologies rather than mere replication. - Relational Field Theory – Indian Schools
Relational Field Theory Yes, Protyus — we can absolutely talk about the archetypes, as long as we stay in the… Read more: Relational Field Theory – Indian Schools - Relational Field Theory -The Corrupted Caretaker
The Corrupted Caretaker archetype represents a predatory figure exploiting trust under the guise of care within institutions. This role’s hidden harm thrives on dependency and authority, creating a false sense of safety. Ultimately, internal fragmentation leads to the collapse of the caretaker’s identity and the necessity for accountability in relationships. - Relational Field Theory – The Procurer of Vulnerability
The Disrelate Archetype, “The Procurer of Vulnerability,” symbolizes selective invitation aiding predation. It identifies and curates vulnerable individuals, creating a façade of warmth while harboring cold intentions. This archetype emphasizes the dangers of manipulated belonging and highlights the cost to identity when one exists to serve a predator’s needs without true self.
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